[bluemoon24]

* ing.arkadaslarim anlamina gelen silence 4 sarkisi..



i was so lost in my pain

fear was melting my brain

i was counting the days to insanity

i was afraid to move myself



afraid to hurt myself

more than i had until that day

everything i believed in

everything i fought for

was now underneath my feet

and my heartbeat

was so gone

couldn't be felt by anyone

so alone it gave me the creeps

my drugs got me in bed

went up to my head

and i really don't wanna depend



so i'll stick to

my friends and my friends and my car and my friends

my friends and my cards and my car and my friends

martini 'till the end play pool again



never thought to end like this

no one told me it would be like this

i'm amazed with myself

and my brain and my pain, and my pain and my brain

are delivering to my health

my self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken

and it left me with an empty life

and this knife

rests on the middle of my bed

i think in all the things she said

close my eyes and sleep

all these drugs in my head

it seems i'm already dead

and i really don't wanna depend



so i'll stick to

my friends and my friends and my car and my friends

my friends and my cards and my car and my friends

martini 'till the end play pool again



can't smoke anymore

can't drink anymore

still i do it, i do it again

lost everything i had

far from mom, far from dad

i thank god for my good, good friends

but where's this god that i mention?

where is he right now?

as i die as slowly as i can?

all my plans went down the hole

my life has no goal

and i wonder if is this worth it?

but my friends took my hand

helped to lift myself again

and that's what i really love



so i'll stick to

my friends and my friends and my car and my friends

my friends and my cards and my car and my friends

martini 'till the end play pool again

Kaynak: EkşiSozluk