[bluemoon24]

A.f.i.



Shut Your Mouth & Open Your Eyes



A Single Second





Oh my God! My God this can't be happening!



God tell me, tell me this isn't real!



I can't believe all that I have



foreseen is finally happening.



I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.



I always knew. I always saw it coming.



Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.



I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,



I never wanted to cease to



exist, just disappear. Fear memories are all that lie ahead.



Never have I felt so lost. Memories dull my senses.



Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead.



Never have I felt so dead.



Once felt so warm, no I'm fucking freezing.



I am the once embraced abandoned one.



I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;



no relief was mine, I was burnt, by the sun.